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i wonder if u people know how it feels like when u feel ure useless.
and why is did i feel so?
because im being sooo unproductive.
ces, tak guna.

its been months since i left school and seems like i have done multiworks.
from jobless to employed.
officially done and free and being fired.got fired on my very first job. what a luck.

now i see myself as a lucky one, to have all these kinds of experience. my heart is threating to stop beating as i never want to admit, but why should i deny fact? i do learn a lot during my time working for shamsuna sdn. bhd.. in fact, i learnt something i never knew, and never expect i will- i.e. detecting fragrances. its somekind of knowledge, indirectly. not only that, it has brought me to a world i i never involved in before. fine,who on earth x know perfumes? but what do i mean here is something else which have to do with marketing and yes, business. and of course, it is obviously not the same with running business during the schooltime, where ur sales mesti laku punya. ahaha. and one more thing, it taught me how to be super pretender, which means to pretend as if u feel like hugging the customers to conceal the fact that u actually wish u could sway the 300ml Ralph Lauren Polo Blue to his face. as if u knowww everything about perfumes and fragrances when dealing with customers but actually u dont really know, knowing what to offer when they asked for cigar or whatsoever like fragrance. i learnt that customers are always right, eventhough they're sucks. ahahaha.


i also met people. numerous one. numbers is one, types and kinds are all matters.
young and old, u name it. an angelic boss i say, en affendy. the one i dislike most, ah, malas nak crita. maybe due to the fact that i am a kind of one who enjoys meeting people, it feels wonderful to be surrounded by people.variety of. from the bahulus' to jewelleries'. ehem, from hot bachelors to young widows. nice ones. and still, because of the fact i mentioned earlier, i wonder no more why i feel so alone whenever im alone.maybe i just need people ah.

at least i do learn something, meeting so much wonderful people, and made income also. hehehe.

im not that useless after all, i guess.

but i still need a job, to make the boredom away, away and not coming back.

what a lame post. lantaklah. ahaha :D