i wonder if u people know how it feels like when u feel ure useless.
and why is did i feel so?
because im being sooo unproductive.
ces, tak guna.
its been months since i left school and seems like i have done multiworks.
from jobless to employed.
officially done and free and being fired.got fired on my very first job. what a luck.
now i see myself as a lucky one, to have all these kinds of experience. my heart is threating to stop beating as i never want to admit, but why should i deny fact? i do learn a lot during my time working for shamsuna sdn. bhd.. in fact, i learnt something i never knew, and never expect i will- i.e. detecting fragrances. its somekind of knowledge, indirectly. not only that, it has brought me to a world i i never involved in before. fine,who on earth x know perfumes? but what do i mean here is something else which have to do with marketing and yes, business. and of course, it is obviously not the same with running business during the schooltime, where ur sales mesti laku punya. ahaha. and one more thing, it taught me how to be super pretender, which means to pretend as if u feel like hugging the customers to conceal the fact that u actually wish u could sway the 300ml Ralph Lauren Polo Blue to his face. as if u knowww everything about perfumes and fragrances when dealing with customers but actually u dont really know, knowing what to offer when they asked for cigar or whatsoever like fragrance. i learnt that customers are always right, eventhough they're sucks. ahahaha.
i also met people. numerous one. numbers is one, types and kinds are all matters.
young and old, u name it. an angelic boss i say, en affendy. the one i dislike most, ah, malas nak crita. maybe due to the fact that i am a kind of one who enjoys meeting people, it feels wonderful to be surrounded by people.variety of. from the bahulus' to jewelleries'. ehem, from hot bachelors to young widows. nice ones. and still, because of the fact i mentioned earlier, i wonder no more why i feel so alone whenever im alone.maybe i just need people ah.
at least i do learn something, meeting so much wonderful people, and made income also. hehehe.
im not that useless after all, i guess.
but i still need a job, to make the boredom away, away and not coming back.
what a lame post. lantaklah. ahaha :D
Monday, April 27, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
fish n chip
saya ada satu soalan. kalau ada yang tau jawapannya, bgtau ya.
mcm ni, kita (manusia) kalau tgk saudara2 se-spesies dengan kita dipenggal kepala, disiat kulit n apa2 je la kan, kita rasa kejam kan. nak tengok pun tak sanggup.
pastu kan, kalau kita siang ikan, kalau ada ikan lain nampak kita siang2 ikan tu, buang insang dengan dia punya mulut, fins semua, ikan tu akan benci kat kita tak? n apa akan jadi pulak, kalau ikan tu, ikan yang kita bela. dia akan tak suka kat kita tak? memang la ikan takdak akal, tapi orang selalu cakap, binatang pun ada perasaan.
tu kalau ikan.
kalau ayam? kepala sah2 kena potong. dalam kes ni, ikan kena syukur la sebab tak banyak ikan yang kita kena potong kepala dia.
agaknya, kalau kita nak siang ikan, pastu kita ada ikan dalam akuarium yang asyik skodeng kita siang ikan, kita kena bgtau siap2 kat dia, "ikan , relax je, kalau kena siang pun, bukannya kena penggal kepala, setakat buang perut, insang, ekor..alaa..sikit je.. bukan mcm ayam..macam2 kena,isk isk isk.. tapi dont worry, i lap u"
pastuuuuuuuuu, kalau kita bela ayam ke, kambing ke, arnab ke, pulak, kita nak bgtau apa kat mereka2 tu?
pastu pulak, kalau semua binatang2 dalam dunia ni tau kekejaman manusia, kita nak bagi excuse apa? "sory la..tapi hampa memang sedap la", mcm tu ka?
Ya Allah, banyaknya kalau. Patutlah Islam tak galakkan penggunaan kalau ni.
Astaghfirullahalazim.
agaknya saya yang merapu banyak sangat kot.
tapi, takkan hampa semua tak pernah terfikir mcm ni kot?
wallahualam.
Monday, April 20, 2009
susah bila budak kecik pandai.
ariff: kakak! kakak!!!
saya la: yaaaa.. awat?
ariff: awat kakak suka cakap 'kami'. guna la 'saya'. 'kami' tu untuk ramai ja, kakak tak tau ka?
saya la: ariff, jangan la tanya mcm tu. kami taktau la nak jawab apa.
ariff: hah, tu, guna kami' lagi.
**
saya la: yaaaa.. awat?
ariff: awat kakak suka cakap 'kami'. guna la 'saya'. 'kami' tu untuk ramai ja, kakak tak tau ka?
saya la: ariff, jangan la tanya mcm tu. kami taktau la nak jawab apa.
ariff: hah, tu, guna kami' lagi.
**
Monday, April 13, 2009
oh hello hello
done with 2 interviews. dont ask me about jpa. damn it was not fun at all. seriously i say. why should the discussion topic was on obesity? those who got current issues as ur topic discussion, be grateful. lets not talk about jpa as im sure no one is interested knowing how was the interview as there were thousands who were called up for the interview and, the one reading this post might be a JPA scholar too. haha.
and since isnizam n wa n sirfik etc etc keep asking me how was the petronas educamp, and im currently not in the mood of replying sms-es as my handphone merajuk lagi, haha, i decided to let the thoughts and experience to flow right here wokeh. if im not answering you, call me or text me ok.
okie dokie.
on the first day, there was mostly briefing on the tests you will be sitting for and interviews which you will undergo. those who are going to the next educamp, please wait for the bus about 20 minutes earlier before the exact time the driver say he will be. because what happened to be was, damn, i missed the bus and caught in the rain. haish. lucky me to have this pak cik who is from the transportation maintenence dept to drive me n and my roommate exclusively to the cancellor hall. however, we still arrived there well, about half an hour late. hahaha. right after the briefing, there was a group activities which was done during the campus tour programme. grab the chance to know your competitors. but when u decide to get to know ur competitors, be prepared as you are getting to know how great your competitors are. hahaha. seriously, i met this syed putra girl who currently was under 2 weeks programme organized by Yayasan Tun Abdul Razak which the interview was super tough and the programme was/is attend by the chosen ones only as the programme was/is directly under YAB DS Najib. and she was also the penghuluwati during her NS. from the way she talked, i knew she's a great leader. the other who i met was a boy from east coast, who when i asked him what a carburator is, he explained to me the function of the carburator and related it to the throttle, fuel tank and also physics principals as if he's a professional mechanic n good for him, he's applying mechanical engineering. thank god no one asked me about business. ahahaha.
at night, there were two tests, personality test and maths and science test. for d maths and snc test, the test taken depends on the course you take, e.g. during my time, those who were applying for technical courses i.e. engineering courses, they have to take maths and snc test (not 2 tests, but maths and science (phy, chem, bio) questions were compiled altogether in a booklet) and for those who were applying for non-technical courses i.e. econs, BA, finance, geology etc. have to take maths test.
the next day was the crucial one. my interviews were in the 1st session. let me get this clear, there will be 4 sessions, i.e. A, B, C,D. A & B sessions were held in the morning and the other 2 were held at noon.
there were 2 interviews- individual and group. firstly, we were told to be in groups, and were given a case study. every group consist of 4-5 candidates. so there were Card A, Card B, Card C blablabla. every card was on the same case study in general, but different on the aspects on seeing the case study. oh this is getting complicated. ok, lemme explain again, using examples ok.
my case study was on Education Policy and the group we were in was a comittee formed by the Minister of Education (but not muhyiddin la, ok, haha). i was the 3rd person, so i gotta hold the Card C. Card C see the education policy in professionals point of view and the recommendation on the modification of the current education policy was to place the most clever in universities and the less clever will be given relevant skills training. for the holder of Card D, the case study still on the Edu Policy, but the views are different and the recommendation was also different. same goes to the other cards.
30-40 minutes were given for preparation before all of us were called to be in a waiting room and wait for our turns.what to do during the interview is when u're called in the interview room, present your case, whether u agree or disagree with the opinons, give your own opinions and your solution. right after the individual interview, wait for all ur groupmates and again, wait for your turn. once ure called up again, go into the interview room as a group and discuss abut ur case study and find a solution for your problem. in my case, we had to decide an education policy to be implemented in our education system.
done with the most crucial. next, there were IQ tests and English Placement Test to be taken. i guess u know what to do. :)
here i would like to say thank you for all who helped me out throughout the educamp. parents, pakandak and seniors, thank you so much for ur advices, zul, u helped me a lot :). to the first one who rang me during the educamp, thanks for ur ideas on why i applied for BA n for ur fullest support.*ehemehem.thanks for ur money n time. >:p to aliyyah, thanks for being a very cooperative n nice roommate. to shah, thanks for being there nights and days giving tips and telling me what to do and what not, and also for being super supportive every time i called u asking the same questions. sorry that i was so lazy to walk to V2 that noon.all the best in ur studies and walla for ur coco. to all RCSUs and the educamp comittee, u guys are great. to Miss Ani, all the best breaching ur contract :P. to nizam n hanzalah, all the best in whatever u undertake. to all G2s members, u guys rock. anis, hope to see you again.
all the best for future educamp participants.
and since isnizam n wa n sirfik etc etc keep asking me how was the petronas educamp, and im currently not in the mood of replying sms-es as my handphone merajuk lagi, haha, i decided to let the thoughts and experience to flow right here wokeh. if im not answering you, call me or text me ok.
okie dokie.
on the first day, there was mostly briefing on the tests you will be sitting for and interviews which you will undergo. those who are going to the next educamp, please wait for the bus about 20 minutes earlier before the exact time the driver say he will be. because what happened to be was, damn, i missed the bus and caught in the rain. haish. lucky me to have this pak cik who is from the transportation maintenence dept to drive me n and my roommate exclusively to the cancellor hall. however, we still arrived there well, about half an hour late. hahaha. right after the briefing, there was a group activities which was done during the campus tour programme. grab the chance to know your competitors. but when u decide to get to know ur competitors, be prepared as you are getting to know how great your competitors are. hahaha. seriously, i met this syed putra girl who currently was under 2 weeks programme organized by Yayasan Tun Abdul Razak which the interview was super tough and the programme was/is attend by the chosen ones only as the programme was/is directly under YAB DS Najib. and she was also the penghuluwati during her NS. from the way she talked, i knew she's a great leader. the other who i met was a boy from east coast, who when i asked him what a carburator is, he explained to me the function of the carburator and related it to the throttle, fuel tank and also physics principals as if he's a professional mechanic n good for him, he's applying mechanical engineering. thank god no one asked me about business. ahahaha.
at night, there were two tests, personality test and maths and science test. for d maths and snc test, the test taken depends on the course you take, e.g. during my time, those who were applying for technical courses i.e. engineering courses, they have to take maths and snc test (not 2 tests, but maths and science (phy, chem, bio) questions were compiled altogether in a booklet) and for those who were applying for non-technical courses i.e. econs, BA, finance, geology etc. have to take maths test.
the next day was the crucial one. my interviews were in the 1st session. let me get this clear, there will be 4 sessions, i.e. A, B, C,D. A & B sessions were held in the morning and the other 2 were held at noon.
there were 2 interviews- individual and group. firstly, we were told to be in groups, and were given a case study. every group consist of 4-5 candidates. so there were Card A, Card B, Card C blablabla. every card was on the same case study in general, but different on the aspects on seeing the case study. oh this is getting complicated. ok, lemme explain again, using examples ok.
my case study was on Education Policy and the group we were in was a comittee formed by the Minister of Education (but not muhyiddin la, ok, haha). i was the 3rd person, so i gotta hold the Card C. Card C see the education policy in professionals point of view and the recommendation on the modification of the current education policy was to place the most clever in universities and the less clever will be given relevant skills training. for the holder of Card D, the case study still on the Edu Policy, but the views are different and the recommendation was also different. same goes to the other cards.
30-40 minutes were given for preparation before all of us were called to be in a waiting room and wait for our turns.what to do during the interview is when u're called in the interview room, present your case, whether u agree or disagree with the opinons, give your own opinions and your solution. right after the individual interview, wait for all ur groupmates and again, wait for your turn. once ure called up again, go into the interview room as a group and discuss abut ur case study and find a solution for your problem. in my case, we had to decide an education policy to be implemented in our education system.
done with the most crucial. next, there were IQ tests and English Placement Test to be taken. i guess u know what to do. :)
here i would like to say thank you for all who helped me out throughout the educamp. parents, pakandak and seniors, thank you so much for ur advices, zul, u helped me a lot :). to the first one who rang me during the educamp, thanks for ur ideas on why i applied for BA n for ur fullest support.*ehemehem.thanks for ur money n time. >:p to aliyyah, thanks for being a very cooperative n nice roommate. to shah, thanks for being there nights and days giving tips and telling me what to do and what not, and also for being super supportive every time i called u asking the same questions. sorry that i was so lazy to walk to V2 that noon.all the best in ur studies and walla for ur coco. to all RCSUs and the educamp comittee, u guys are great. to Miss Ani, all the best breaching ur contract :P. to nizam n hanzalah, all the best in whatever u undertake. to all G2s members, u guys rock. anis, hope to see you again.
all the best for future educamp participants.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
cilok dari blog And The Sky is Not The Limit,
TOKYO (AFP) - - Riding motorcycles helps keep drivers young by invigorating their brains, the scientist behind popular "Brain Training" computer software said Wednesday, citing a new scientific study.
"The driver's brain gets activated by riding motorbikes" in part because it requires heightened alertness, Ryuta Kawashima said after his research team and Yamaha Motor conducted a string of experiments involving middle-aged men.
"In a convenient and easy environment, the human mind and body get used to setting the hurdle low," he warned. "Our final conclusion is that riding motorcycles can lead to smart ageing."
Kawashima is the designer of "Brain Training" software, which incorporates quizzes and other games and is available on the Nintendo DS game console under the name "Brain Age" in North America.
A self-professed motorcycle fan, 49-year-old Kawashima cited a new study conducted jointly by Yamaha and Tohoku University, for which he works.
One experiment involved 22 men, all in their 40s and 50s, who held motorcycle licences but had not taken a ride for at least a decade.
They were randomly split into two groups -- one asked to resume riding motorcycles in everyday life for two months, and another that kept using bicycles or cars.
"The group that rode motorbikes posted higher marks in cognitive function tests," Kawashima said.
In one test, which required the men to remember a set of numbers in reverse order, the riders' scores jumped by more than 50 percent in two months, while the non-riders' marks deteriorated slightly, he said.
The riders also said they made fewer mistakes at work and felt happier.
"Mental care is a very big issue in modern society," said Kawashima. "I think we made an interesting stir here as data showed you can improve your mental condition simply by using motorbikes to commute."
sapa ada RXZ? nak pinjam. hahahah
TOKYO (AFP) - - Riding motorcycles helps keep drivers young by invigorating their brains, the scientist behind popular "Brain Training" computer software said Wednesday, citing a new scientific study.
"The driver's brain gets activated by riding motorbikes" in part because it requires heightened alertness, Ryuta Kawashima said after his research team and Yamaha Motor conducted a string of experiments involving middle-aged men.
"In a convenient and easy environment, the human mind and body get used to setting the hurdle low," he warned. "Our final conclusion is that riding motorcycles can lead to smart ageing."
Kawashima is the designer of "Brain Training" software, which incorporates quizzes and other games and is available on the Nintendo DS game console under the name "Brain Age" in North America.
A self-professed motorcycle fan, 49-year-old Kawashima cited a new study conducted jointly by Yamaha and Tohoku University, for which he works.
One experiment involved 22 men, all in their 40s and 50s, who held motorcycle licences but had not taken a ride for at least a decade.
They were randomly split into two groups -- one asked to resume riding motorcycles in everyday life for two months, and another that kept using bicycles or cars.
"The group that rode motorbikes posted higher marks in cognitive function tests," Kawashima said.
In one test, which required the men to remember a set of numbers in reverse order, the riders' scores jumped by more than 50 percent in two months, while the non-riders' marks deteriorated slightly, he said.
The riders also said they made fewer mistakes at work and felt happier.
"Mental care is a very big issue in modern society," said Kawashima. "I think we made an interesting stir here as data showed you can improve your mental condition simply by using motorbikes to commute."
sapa ada RXZ? nak pinjam. hahahah
Monday, April 6, 2009
and the opposite happens to me.
back in January, i accumulated hatred towards my boss (ex-boss for now, please :D). i hate him so and thats why i dont have any good stories about him. haish. today, i wish my current boss is my boss forever. En Affendi is a very nice guy. what happen to be is, the business is not going so good in so not lucrative. to hire me is not a brilliant idea. so one day he called my mate and told us that he'll be stopping from doing the business he is running in May, and he asked me to only work only till 31/3. what i did on 31/3 was, sending him a sms, telling him that i still want to work. less than a minute, he replied me, OK. happy gilosh! haha. and not only that, he even reserved me to work for him in May, in other place, and in other field of business which i myself x know what will it be. see how nice my boss is and that will be a concrete reason for me to super respect him.
i also hated working when i was a staff of the perfume shop. almost every morning i woke up saying, ' oh i hate every single day of working'. deepin my heart, i even felt; 'if this is the working life i would rather not to work and die because of boredom'. but now, i am very happy with my work i wold rather not to have even a day off. seriously, i feel like i want to work every single day. *workaholic temporarily* now what is happening to me?
oh ya, i also was NOT called for PPC interview. oh why? nak jadi cikgu pun tak layak ke?
i also hated working when i was a staff of the perfume shop. almost every morning i woke up saying, ' oh i hate every single day of working'. deepin my heart, i even felt; 'if this is the working life i would rather not to work and die because of boredom'. but now, i am very happy with my work i wold rather not to have even a day off. seriously, i feel like i want to work every single day. *workaholic temporarily* now what is happening to me?
oh ya, i also was NOT called for PPC interview. oh why? nak jadi cikgu pun tak layak ke?
Sunday, April 5, 2009
kisah mesin ATM
Ahad 2 minggu lepas, aku keja full time sorang2 sebab kak mas off. so pagi2 tu aku lah yang kena bukak kaunter n all. n kebetulan hari tu jugak ada promotion digicams, last day pulak tu. Masa aku tengah kusyuk susun2 wiring n sibuk2 nak charge bateri binatang2 peliharaan kesayangan aku tu, ada la seorang abang yang boleh tahan jugak tahap kehensemannya, bawak bagpack datang jalan and terus datang kat aku. dia tanya, " Adik, kat sini ada ATM tak?", aku pun jawab lah, "Ada", kemudian semestinya dia tanya aku lagi, "Emm, dekat mana ekkk?" aku pun jawab lah balik, "tu, sana tu", dengan menunjukkan ibu jari aku ke arah barisan ATM dekat2 dengan playland tu. jawabnya, "WOW!", dengan mukanya penuh cahaya kegembiraan. senyum je aku dengar dia cakap ' WOW'. lepas dia blah, pecah perut aku gelakkan dia. hahaha
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